Tuesday

result


So, today is 25th May equal to result's day.

Alhamdulillah, my pointer is the same as previous semester.

But,

I failed to satisfy myself,
I failed to achieve my target,
I failed to make my parents proud, they are happy though but idk.
I failed to beat my friends, i always on the bottom sometimes in the middle.
I failed to makes myself happy.

I just dissapointed. Its okay, 3semesters to go and I will study hard.

However, the good thing is, to see your friends happy and they comfort you by saying

"its okay, it just pointer, try harder next semester"

Thank you so much :D





Monday

My life


I spaz on twitter because twitter is cool that was before EVERYONE HAS twitter account, WHY YOU PEOPLE CREATED ONE, WHY NOT JUST STICK WITH THE LAME FACEBOOK! I is emotional here because when someone found your twitter account, your other friend will definitely follow you too. That is why I have two accounts. I just don't like people (in real life) to follow my twitter. You will no longer see me tweeting at the first account because i HATE dislike that account, seriously. I’d created twitter account ever since the end of 2008, which means it has been 3 years.

People don’t understand why im so into KPOP. Simple, KPOP makes me happy. The feeling where you can spaz whatever you want, communicating with people whom you never meet in real life, talking about your interest, about your day, its like the best thing ever to me.

Yes, of course I dont understand hangul. But i know certains words, the basic words. And trust me, korean songs never rarely use vulgar words. They won’t talk shit in the song. Sometimes I pissed off when my friends says bad things about kpop. You know what, dont bother about other people’s life moron, just live your own life. Get it? Koreans artists are good looking. Cant deny it, but that is not the main reason why i love kpop. They can sing, they can dance, they can act and emceeing at the same time, they have sense of humour, they always do stupid jokes on reality /talk shows and they have a great teamwork, they treat each other like a family. That is what I like the most about kpop.

Well, people have their own interest and mine is always kpop because I live in my own world. I am weird annoying quiet girl. This is my only entertainment at university.

P/S : stop asking me why I love kpop because I never ask you why you love Bieber, Akademi Fantasia, Miley Cyrus or whoever your favourite artist are.

JUST STOP ASKING OKAY, I AM ANNOYED.


Its like Kpop is a bad influence or something. You guys have the same thinking as BH’s journalists who always write piece of bullshit crap thing about kpop. F


Thursday

Love



I miss school. I miss 5science2. I miss the teachers. I miss my friends, A LOT.

Tiap-tiap hari pegi sekolah, jumpa orang yang sama, duduk dekat tempat yang sama, makan makanan yang sama. Hari-hari macam tu. Dulu selalu cakap dengan Atiqah, ‘cepatlah sekolah habis, tak sabar nak masuk U’ tapi sekarang aku rindu sekolah. SANGAT RINDU.

Masa form 1 aku tak bergaul dengan orang sangat, aku pemalu lagi. Suka buat kerja sendiri. Bila form2, dah start bergaul dengan orang tapi still suka buat kerja sendiri jugak. Masa hari pertama form2 la aku jumpa Ain dengan Hudha, kawan baik aku sekarang. Sumpah aku tak suka Ain masa tu sebab dia bising sangat! Haha, tapi lama-lama ntah macam mana boleh rapat sampai sekarang. Hudha pun bising jugak tapi diam sikit dari Ain. Okay la, sebab aku diam tapi bila dah berkawan dengan diorang, ak jadi bising jugak. Diorang comel :D , kecik je. Tapi masa form3 Hudha kelas lain, aku dengan Ain sama kelas sampai form5. Masa form2 aku tak rapat lagi dengan Satpal, Mukesh, Reenesh. Aku pun tak berapa perasan diorang dalam kelas tu. Aku rapat dengan budak-budak perempuan je. Nerd gilaaaaaaa! Tiba-tiba teringat Ain kena kejar dengan Faris, sumpah Ain trauma kan?

Form3, aku dah mula berkawan dengan semua orang, lelaki pun. (aku segan, aku malu masa form1 & form2) . Masa ni pun tak rapat lagi dengan SK, MK, Ree sebab aku rapat dengan budak-budak cina. Jap aku ingat nama diorang, ahh Kar Yee duduk sebelah aku, seat paling depan pulak, Ain dengan Joevy duduk belakang (masa ni pendek lagi, sebab tu duduk depan). Masa kelas English, Madam *lupa nama dia la* suka membebel. Aku boleh tido masa dia bebel kat depan, serius bosan! Everytime masuk kelas dia bebel! Ada satu kelas dia bebel pasal Harry Potter, so masa tu HP5 baru keluar, jadi aku panggil teacher tu ‘Umbridge” kejam kan? Masa tahun 2007 ni, aku tak ada banyak memori sangat, sebab dah lupa. Masa form3 la, aku suka pegi badminton! Haha, masa form3 aku nerd lagi. Zaman Kegelapan.

Form4, aku masuk sains2. Aku suka kelas ni sebab half of the students are my classmates before this. Jadi, dah kenal ramai orang. Masa form4 la aku dah tak jadi malu lagi. Time ni la rapat dengan budak bertiga tu. Sigh, ntah macam mana boleh rapat. Mungkin sebab aku duduk kat belakang kot dekat dengan tempat diorang. Memandangkan sekolah kitorang mengamalkan ‘1 Malaysia’ or aku tak ingat ape nama tu, kena duduk dengan orang berlainan bangsa. Aku lagi suka sebab cakap dengan budak cina, best diorang comel :D . Jadi aku duduk dengan Xinwei. Mula-mula aku ingat Xinwei sombong, aku pulak lagi suka diam, memang senyap je la kat tempat tu, tak cakap ape2. Sampai tah bila aku lupa mula cakap dengan dia dan jadi baik ;D . Aku tak berapa ingat memori aku dengan orang lain, aku dah lupa. Heh ;/ Tapi aku suka kelas BM. Cikgu Hamidah yang ajar!

2009, senior year lah konon. Aku still dalam kelas yang sama.

Muka pun muka yang sama, tak berubah. Tahun yang paling best sebab aku baru rapat dengan semua orang! Rostam, ‘imagination boyfriend’ aku. Ain dengan Xinwei yang bagi nama tu. Tapi sayang, aku dah koyak lukisan yang Abu lukis tu sebab masa tu aku bengang. Hahaha. Emo forever! Apa yang terjadi masa form5?

Satpal selalu kacau aku. Bila aku marah, dia tak pernah hirau, dia tak takot dengan aku pun. Bila aku cakap ‘pegi kacau orang lain’ , dia balas ‘kacau kau best, kau tak marah.’ . Aku tak faham apa yang membuatkan dia tak takot dengan aku. Bila aku suruh kacau Ain, jawapan dia sama ada ‘nanti Jay marah’ ataupun ‘Ain garang’ . Mungkin diorang takot dengan Ain sebab Ree cakap masa form2, dia kacau Ain then Ain tendang kaki dia sampai lebam. Ganas ar Ain! Satpal kau suka pukul aku kan, aku rasa nak bunuh kau tau! Dah la bila aku pukul kau balik, aku yang sakit sebab aku pukul tulang! Kau kurus sangat, cakap orang gemuk pulak. Aku pernah cucuk tangan kau dengan pen kan? Yang tu aku rasa bersalah sangat. Aku taktau la tangan kau darah ke tak sebab masa tu konon kau merajuk dengan aku kan, tapi siapa tah cakap kat aku kau saje je, tangan kau tak berdarah pun. Aku pun tak sure sampai sekarang. Masa BM, kau selalu datang belakang sebab kau bosan tak suka Cikgu Noraini ajar. Sengal lah kau, buat bising kat belakang, mengacau orang. Tu je la kerja kau. Banyak lagi, tapi aku dah lupa :/ Tapi tau tak, bila kau tak kacau aku, aku sunyi sangat. Bila aku masuk U, semua orang pun Melayu, suasana dah lain. Sumpah aku rindu Satpal. Aku boleh nangis sebab rindu kat classmates, especially Satpal. Aku puji kau, bangga sikit! >.<

Atiqah @ Nanay, dapat nama nanay bila dia kena jadi mak bidan atau nenek masa kelas BM, buat drama kat depan. Duduk dekat Taman Bidara jugak, pegi sekolah, balik sekolah dengan dia. Waaa, rindu nak bersembang dengan Nanay! Atika @ Ayod, nickname yang melekat sejak sekolah rendah lagi. Mak dia suka masak, sedap pulak. Suka amik order karipap kitorang dan suka bawa makanan bagi kitorang makan jugak! Hahaha, sedap weh karipap mak kamu Yod! Abu, lama tak gossip dengan kau, lama tak tengok lukisan-lukisan kau. Wai shen, ketua kelas mula jadi nakal masa form5 bila dia berkawan baik dengan Ree, SK, MK. Pengaruh dari budak bertiga tu, dia suka cakap pelik2, kacau orang especially kelas chemistry(sebab duduk sebelah dia). Nak tulis pasal semua orang tapi aku malas. Lain kali pasal korang okay :D

Eimie = Emo forever :/

Monday

#4


Sedang berhibernasi di rumah. Aktiviti makan, tidur. Tapi sekarang tak makan sangat sebab ada ulcer yang besar sangat, bukak mulut pun sakit.


Okay, that is not the main topic.

The weather is freaking HOT. I guess the ozone layer is getting thinner these days. I thought Lendu is the hottest place but no, i was wrong. Selayang is hot. I think Malaysia's weather is hot.

Tido pun tak lena >.< sigh

Sunday

#4


"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

Anon

Saturday

#3


Its been a week since semester break started. I am happy though, no more ASS-bloody-ignments , staying up late to finish the ASS-bloody-ignments , last minute design for the Ads, stressed up over the newsletter, last minute printing where you realized you’d printed the wrong design and you have to submit it before 12 o’clock , fight when you disagree over someone’s idea (you think you have a better idea) which turns out so bad, late to class (usually BEL’s class, I still feel bad towards Sir Raihan), you eat more than you studying and of course play and talk more. There is always a day when you feel it’s the shittiest day ever in a week.

Thats it, semester two has ended.

I survived people, luckily. I am happy that I get close to many people compared to previous semester. I am somehow still the anti-social MC student.


The siblings


Now, I shall stop complaining about getting bored at home, doing nothing except for eating, sleeping and the same thing repeated over again. Life is good, maybe?

Tuesday

#2


Tak tau pulak Melaka ada 'hidden buildings' yang super beautiful. Kalau tak naik cruise hari tu, tak akan tau. But no picture available. Too bad :(

This is a random post.




Monday

#1



All previous posts have been trashed :)
Start of something new, perhaps?